Journal from 11.01.12
I’m really excited about my future career in graphic design. Just this week I arrived at a new milestone: I said “no” to a job offer.
Although I didn’t go to college after high school, I was smart and I learned quickly. I was able to get jobs doing data entry which let to accounting and administrative work. It’s easy work without reward. Obviously, I’m not considering a paycheck a reward here.
Last week I got a phone call from a temp agency I have worked for in the past. They offered me a part-time job with great pay that would work perfectly with my school schedule. So when I hesitated to accept the offer, I took note.
I realized that I’m at the point where I would rather be a graphic design intern without pay than an office lackey with some spare change.
How exciting!
How terrifying!
What now?
I suppose this is the part where I stop saying, “Oh, I’ve just started. I don’t know anything yet.” and I start filling out applications.
It feels so good to be purposefully carving out a future instead of following the path through any and every open door. It’s such a different life, and I am so very grateful for it.